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Lazy Eye

by Perren

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Ben Van Bonn Calling this album honest or raw might be accurate, but it's been rolling around a DIY rock tumbler for half a decade and the resultant polish shines like the winking eye of Hank Williams' spirit on a starry night. Favorite track: Linus.
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1.
Stay Up 01:15
why are you going to bed the night's not done your eyes aren't red yet it's already hurting my head but I'm not ready to give in so stay up we can cut class and sleep in
2.
Alarm 03:36
what's that noise please make it stop is that your noisy alarm why is it going off why the hell should we be waking up this early shit, it's already 1:30 what a waste it's gotten warmer outside do you want to go on a walk my skin's prone to burning do you want to go get some food my bank account's dry do you want to get a job no, I need this time off then what the hell is there to do what the hell do you want to do I guess I'll just watch tv I'm really hungover last night I got naked and jumped in a pool I was the only one swimming everyone else was filming on their phones why could they not let the moment be just let it be a faint memory instead they can view my barren body and laugh when they show their friends I wish I were home why don't you give your folks a call I don't know what I'd say you should try one of your siblings they're all grown up and busy you haven't seen them in some time I know I don't need that reminder then what the hell do you need what the hell would help you right now I guess I'll see what zack, will, trent, and dev are up to last week we did the same shit as the week before redundancies okay with me but I can see you guys are almost done with it we should've filmed more don't you agree it's too bad these nights will become memories I'll stay in Michigan and you'll move to Indy but we'll see each other soon
3.
I'm gonna talk for a bit so just sit tight we're a little drunk but it seems right to do this thing tonight once I'm done you can tell me how you feel tell me if it's things I should conceal It's been a few months since I moved back home some days it feels like years some days it feels like the past creeps along and blends my time bending lines inside elusive paradigms fragments surround annexations are few territorial seasons I'm unscrewed inside their fued how old am I how old were you when you felt acclimated to limitations the future could ensue I'm unamused I am unused I'm dormant even still after I left my dorm that wouldn't let me loose I'm still embarrassed to be back in town I see my old high school classmates when I'm out they ask me what it is I plan to do well, I don't have a fucking clue but if I did, why'd I tell you how could I know what I should be when most things that I've been are inchoate at best an underdeveloped me I think I'll leave hopefully soon though, I've grown quite accustomed to spending my time in my childhood room I can tell you don't like what I said I wish we would've both just gone to bed instead maybe if we drink more we'll forget oh, you think we're set well, I'm just gonna get something from the kitchen inchoate at best
4.
Linus 02:13
is there anyway that you could give me a ride home I know it's late but I drank too much and my car is stuck in snow if you don't feel safe driving that's okay I can just walk but could I borrow your wool sweater and maybe that one striped scarf cause I don't wanna get cold when I go out into the cold tonight I think I left my wallet at your house could you just check it may be in the bathroom or maybe it's on your bed oh, you don't remember me being there well, you were too typical conversation we just talked about the problems with our school and everything else that we talk about too much I know somethings about you but I don't know quite enough I wanna know your middle name all of the in-betweens and frays I wanna know your middle name do you wanna know mine too?
5.
Perren 02:43
I was born with my pupils crossed so when I was a little boy I had a little surgery it was probably an easy fix but sometimes when I'm worn one eye will look at you while the other's on the tv screen I grew up with a crooked spine but I still played with the neighborhood kids just fine it would've been another easy fix but sometimes when I'm worn part of me is close to you while part's close to the door so don't tell me that I should straighten up my posture that I should look you in the eye cause I'm trying to I'm just a little tired it's nothing personal I'm just a little tired
6.
I haven't seen my friends in quite a while now, they live in the same house I'm not bitter cause I'm the one who left but I can't remember what they look like what color are their eyes it'll be a few months till I find out more likely a year I've been away for quite a while, now do you recall the nuances within my voice I'd like to call you but I don't know how I could hear you through the mess of background noise It sounds like there's a lot of people there I'll just let you go are you still gonna visit in June you don't have to answer that right now go tend to your guests we'll talk about it some other day I should go to bed anyway I've been awake for quite a while, now I even went through all the voicemails on my phone it's been that way for quite a while, now I have a full inbox of calls from years ago cause I'm not ready to delete the remnants that make me feel close to the people I miss even if they don't miss me back
7.
As You 02:35
I'm always walking two steps behind you could you slow down you're always waiting at least twelve minutes for me to arrive I'm sorry I'm late I had trouble starting my car and you wouldn't believe the line at the liquor store I guess I should've called you to let you know but I'm forgetful I'm not like you my homework's almost always past do do you think that I could be as successful of a human being as you
8.
Soper 00:51
last night, I dreamt we were back on prospect heard two floors down someone making breakfast almost ate shit tumbling down the stairs too late they're gone just wanted to hear that laugh it's been far too long
9.
Bed Early 01:58
I went to bed early and woke up to you calling me asking if I was ready I know I should've gotten up earlier I know I should've eaten some breakfast But you're usually running late and of course this one time you're on time I guess we'll still be on time why do I get so stressed thank you for your patience

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Excluding one track, I wrote these songs in the Spring of 2016. In the years since, I have been fortunate with assistance and encouragement from many loved ones to complete this album.

All of you have my love and gratitude.

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released July 2, 2022

Tracked by:
- Jackie Kalmink in Zeeland, MI at The Stooge
- Joel Yoshonis in Spring Lake, MI at Ride Hard or Stay Home Studio
- Garret LaBeff-Cabello in Grand Rapids, MI at The Curveball
- Peter Van Winkle in Seattle, WA at The Substation

Mixed by Jackie Kalmink
- track 8 mixed by Garret LaBeff-Cabello

Mastered by Joel Yoshonis

Cover by Hailey Jansson and Brian Hedrick

Written and performed by Jonah Yoshonis
- Pedal steel and additional vocals by Nick Levine

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This was once called Jočionis.

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